Even though I don’t like the word “if”,
But I often ask to my self “if”.
While I am walking around street of shinjuku 3-choume without drinking beer.
I was thinking about my stupidity.
“If I am wiser,I will have better life?”
What a ridiculous question to myself !!
“If my past work succeeded more ,Am I working for making game much better now?”
It is stupid question. but I can not stop to think about it.
And also I continue to ask to my self automatically,
“If I am more famous ,If I am much wiser, I use kickstarter?”
“If my past work sold well,then I could have work as a producer in big famous publisher ?”
These thought is incredibly stupid and ridiculous.
Unfortunately my work was not sold well.
I must admit that I was bad producer for the company.
It is very true:-(
but,My onion ask to me like this also.
I remember what I was.
And that armor was heavy ,hard ,very serious, and it was cursed by the spell called “arrogance”.
Fortunately,I am able to take off this armor recently.
I became humble naked man of Shinjuku.
Fortunately,I can think my future and new game ideas.
And fortunately I am able to be walking around street of shinjuku-3chome without drinking beer.